Hey Baby,
All day yesterday I couldn't get you out of my mind. It's probably because I'm not being distracted by work all day, but weekends it seems I'm consumed with thoughts of you. Just when I thought it had reached its limit I went to a party at a friend's last night. Oh man. I just so wished to have you there. Just something about seeing you relaxing with a beer in your hand, laughing and joking. Well, maybe I just want you there because I have a feeling you're the only one who laughs at my jokes, but even so. Sitting next to you, my arm around your shoulder and your sweet little hand on my leg. Really wanted to have you there so I could whisper in your ear something like, "How are you so beautiful?" or maybe just, "I love you" when you're not expecting it and give you a soft little kiss on your cheek by your ear, partly cause I can't kiss you enough, and partly so I can feel you smiling. I think part of what I would love most about being at a party would be saying "we." Just talking about you and me as something together, a unit operating out in this world, having more that is ours than is mine or yours. I just have this image of you looking over at me with tired eyes, and having me tell our hosts or whomever we're talking to that "we're gonna head out." Holding your little hand as we go back home, with you sleepily leaning on me the whole way. I imagine we wouldn't say much if anything, just coast on our love in a quiet simple bliss until we get home and go to bed and start sharing our dreams as we share everything.
All my laughs, and all my smiles.
Yours Truly
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