Good evening sweetie,
Today was a difficult day, but talking to you made it better. What's funny about times like this, is that, with all the joy it brings me to have you in my life, having you there for me when things are tough, it also comes with a fear. To put it bluntly, I don't know what I'd do if I lost you. I don't know how I could keep going without you. I've never felt like this before, like I had something so precious. As happy as that fact makes me, at the same time sometimes I find myself just imagining and running through scenarios where I lose you and find myself utterly shattered (often in the middle of the day for no apparent reason to those around me). The thing is, when we are together, I'm just in it. If I'm being totally honest (and I always am with you) being in it... well, nothing in the whole world can compare to how utterly consumed with joy, bliss, happiness, I am as when I'm "in it."
My hope, my plan, is to stay in it. For as long as I can. For as long as you'll let me.
Yours Truly
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